Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Maybe empty

My brain is an endless loop of useless.  It seems to be bogged down with the mundane.  To illustrate that fact, I would like to tell you that the only song going through my head for 3 days is this.

Why, yes, that is Avril Lavigne.  You're welcome.  What?  I shouldn't be the only one suffering.

The last few weeks have been an endless string of me having lots to do but being so overwhelmed by it that I do nothing.  That and one knitting project that is taking FOREVER because I've had to rip out sections of it about 30 times.

Between Avril, avoidance of all things important, and bad repeat knitting, I have little left to spit out.  Also, it is raining again and that pretty much makes me want to give Mother Nature a titty twister.  We had sun for a few days and I was spoiled into thinking things might be cheerier for a few weeks.

Oh, how wrong I was.

My mind is an endless loop of regretting all the things I haven't done yet.  Things I might do, things I should do, things I want to do and things I cannot afford to do.  I want to do everything and nothing at the same time.

I have yet to figure out how but I've almost got that nothing part down pat.

1 comment:

  1. Sometimes you are your father's daughter. Chuck it all and come visit.


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